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Wednesday 20 May 2020 | 10:47 | 0 comments

We always heard about it. Off your social media to detox your social life. Easy to say but hard to do. I know, because I have experienced it too. The point is, why is it so important to turn off your social media?? And in what situation should you turn off your social media?? The answer is:
  • When you start to compare your life with others.

At first, it was just simple comparison but trust me, in times, it will get worst. I know, it’s normal. We’re human. We tend to see what we don’t have in other people. It could be anything such as things that we can’t afford, talent, money, car or even food that they’re eating. This feeling will develop into jealousy which will later turn into many other negative things. So, I believe it is best to turn off your social media whenever you feel like you want to compare your life with others.
  •  When you start to want to show off everything in your social media.

I don’t know if this is just me or others also sometimes have the feeling of wanting to let the world know whatever happens in your life. I’m not saying it is a really bad habit but sometimes maybe we could slow down this habit. What about just sharing beneficial things to motivate others and not to show off to others. For example, show the pic of you donating blood to invite others to do the same. Sometimes, we don’t really know there might be some people who are jealous of us and might be hoping to see us down. I’m not being negative, I’m just being realistic.
  •  When you started to doubt yourself and your life.

This is the worst case. When you start to feel like you are living the wrong life. You started to feel like “this is not how I’m supposed to live”, “why am I the only one who did not achieve anything” and so on. You know what, everyone has their own pace. We don’t know what other people going through while trying to achieve things and actually, it is OKAY to fail. As long as you don’t give up on yourself. The best is to deactivate your social account, spend good quality time with only yourself. Talk to yourself and understand yourself.

There’s more reason to turn off your social media. I’m not saying that social media is totally worst but what I’m trying to say is, whenever you feel like you are not living as yourself, try to detox your life by deactivating your social media. You don’t have to be like others and other people don’t have to live like you. 

Till we meet again.





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Monday 20 January 2020 | 06:52 | 0 comments
It's been 3 years since my last post and I decided to write back on my blog. I guess this is what I'm passionate about. So yeah, just want to share my 2020 celebration with my friends. This is my first-time celebrating new year at Dataran Putrajaya and perhaps will be my last before graduation.





Look at how pretty the view is... I'm so glad I'm still breathing and I live in a peaceful country.
Happy New Year Everyone !!!


Tuesday 25 July 2017 | 09:18 | 0 comments

Hello there.. so, tonight, after so many month I've been thinking to post this entry, I decided to post this tonight. DEPRESSION... yes,, it's a serious problem esp for the teens nowadays. Some people just take it easy and think that depression is nothing compared to those serious illness (yes, I've met a few before) 
( I used to hide here,library bilik bawah tanah alone)

so, this is not typical-fact based post about depression.. this is based on my own experience. I have suffered a depression quite a long time ago and I think it's normal for those esp uni students like me. So, at first I think it was just a normal homesick (well, it's the first time for me berpisah with my family) until benda ni berlanjutan.. not just a week or a month but for about a year..It started when I first enter uni. I started to feels sad, anxious, empty, hopeless, helpless, worthless, trouble with concentration, sleeping too much and tired and yg paling teruk, I have the thoughts of suicide once. But, Alhamdullilah, diri ini masih bisa membezakan dosa dan pahala.

How I cure my depression?
First of all, I think depression is when you feel that you are lonely in this big big world. So, find someone, not necessarily ur best friend but it could be anyone that u believe. It could be a counsellor, teacher, parents, siblings and etc. Talk to them. It really helps a lot. but be careful, if you tell ur story to someone that have a bad intention, it could be worst (you know, even our shadow leave us in darkness)

Secondly, be YOURSELF
this one is a bit difficult because I've been faking myself for a year (that's why I undergo depression) lol. All you need to be is yourself dear, everyone else is taken. It could be hard sometimes because well, you know that-so-called "society" nowadays searching for someone that is so perfect. If you cannot be yourself, at least love yourself. know yourself, what you like or what you enjoyed. Find something that can make you happy.

Next, self treat
I always self treat myself with food. (well,yeah. food can make people happy). When you do self treat, don't forget to compliment yourself like "you have done your best this week.keep it up". you know, it could be as simple as a b c but this kind of motivation is all we need. 

The most important thing is
Don't forget to pray. Tahajud is the key to gain confidence and to feel more calm. Talk to Allah. He is a great listener,  you don't need to shout, nor cry out loud. Because He hears even the very silent prayer of a sincere heart.

Lastly, if u undergo depression, THINK on how to cure it instead of feeling down all time. It's takes time but it will cure as time flies. NEVER lose hope on yourself. Only you can help yourself. You will become stronger in future.

as a result, I've successfully finished my foundation in UPM

 




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Saturday 3 June 2017 | 00:45 | 0 comments

It's been a year since my previous post right?😂 wow seems like i've received so many feedback asking me about my interview and asking if I'm studying dietitian now but nah... I choose to pursue my degree in Biomedical Sciences,UPM, the same faculty.. 

but..why?? 😥
because my first choice was Biomedical Sciences so, they will pick the person who put it as a first choice (only for ASPer students)..sobs sobs

but I'm okay with that..Biomedical Sciences also has a lot of funs and too many activities..my advice is BE STRONG 🙆

till we met again~


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Saturday 30 July 2016 | 10:14 | 0 comments


Halo.. welcome back yo! I think my life is 60% of going to interview.. this time I got iv for UPM Bacelor Sains Dietetik..so, nak share sikit pengalaman ngeri temuduga UPM ni.

Alkisah.. Memandangkan rumah jauh nun di Kedah terpaksala backpacking semalaman naik bas pegi temuduga..bertolak jam 11:00 pm sampai TBS pukul 5:00 am camtu.. tukar baju..pakai segak2 trus naik KTM pergi Serdang, naik teksi sampaila kat Fakulti Kesihatan UPM..

Berbalik pada cerita asal, camana temuduga tu ? bila sampai tu memang debar la.. tambah2 orang 1st yang sampai..bapak besar fakulti tu..mula2 sesat jugak nak cari tempat temuduga sampaila ada staff kat situ tolong tunjuk arah.. dah sampai tempat temuduga, jumpak kawan2 ASper ,ada dari matriks, dari STPM pun ada..mula la rasa seram sejuk..Lepas dah daftar nama dan ambik no giliran,kena tunggu dalam bilik khas untuk taklimat drpd pensyarah dietetik sendiri..masa tu bolehla nak tanya soalan ka apa.. dalam pukul 9 pagi camtu,mula la dia panggil ke bilik temuduga sebenar.

Sekali temuduga dia panggil 5 orang..ada 2 orang penemuduga..pensyarah kat situ...kecut jugak sebab kena giliran 1st ..ada 2 sesi..sesi 1,sesi soal jawab cam iv biasa..sesi 2 sesi perbincangan kumpulan..iv i both english and malay yaa..sesi kumpulan tu buat cam forum dia bagi masa 5 minit untuk berbincang..kami dapat tajuk obesiti..

Temuduga ambil masa 15 minit sahaja..lepas dah habis, nasib baik ada Amira yang baik hati tumpangkan sampai TBS siap belanja makan kat flat ikan lagi..tukar baju and balik kampung ~

Any inquires about the interview for dietitian just whatsapp me : 0174854353

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Sunday 22 May 2016 | 06:58 | 0 comments


       Assalamualaikum (tak jawab dosa) hahahaha... it's been a long time since my last time writing here.. a year maybe.. so, of coz there is too much to share...last time aku ada share pasal iv yang aku pergi but at the end,aku masuk Asasi Sains Pertanian ( AsPer )..seriously no words can describe AsPer...for those yang takutla nak masuk AsPer ,nanti keluar jadi petani ja..believe me,rezeki kat tangan masing2..kalau Allah dah tentukan nak jadi Dr,In Shaa Allah jadi Dr..and bagi sesiapa yang kureng keyakinan nak masuk asasi sains pertanian ni, yang mengalami simptom2 yang sama cam aku sebelum masuk asper dulu,percaya and yakinla pada diri anda masing2..masa aku mula2 masuk asper dulu,memangla ada rasa down,tertekan,stress,homesick tak payah cerita la..setiap hari nangis nak balik..but,fikir dulu..bukan semua ada peluang yang sama cam kita..mungkin ada yang kat luar sana yang nak sangat dapat peluang tu.. bagi aku,semua tu terletak pada diri kita masing2..dan satu benda yang aku suka pasal asper ni,,dia punya bonding tu setaraf Hydrogen bonding...memang kuat..sama ada bonding dengan roommates mahupun bonding dengan classmates..bila aku down,diorang la yang aku tepuk bahu aku,bagi kata2 semangat supaya aku bangun balik..diorang banyak ajar aku erti persahabatan yang sebenar..erti susah dan senang bersama... Thank You AsPer <3


If you'll never try, You'll never know


Wednesday 22 April 2015 | 07:05 | 2 comments


Assalamualaikum and a very…very GOOD evening~ harini saya nak share sikit pengalaman saya sepanjang temuduga untuk UniKL MIAT (Engineering Technology in Avionics Maintenance)

Ok, first sekali untuk temuduga UniKL.. sebenarnya cuma dua bidang ja kat UniKL yang kena temuduga iaitu UniKL MIAT dan UniKL MIMET.Yang bidang lain tak payah temuduga bagai. Saya kena temuduga untuk Malaysian Institute of Aviation Technology atau nama singkatannya, MIAT.Bagi sapa2 yang nak pi temuduga nih, diingatkan agar anda pergi awal 30 minit sebab memang ramai calon yang hadir pada hari temuduga tu..yang dari negeri lain pun ada, biasalah, course ni terhad.Dokumen yang perlu dibawa ?? Tak banyak pun yang kena bawak,cuma ic ngan salinan sijil SPM. Tu ja.tapi, kalau boleh bawak la spare sijil2 KO yang bersusun-susun tu.haha..

Mula-mula korang kena ujian bertulis dulu..jangan salah paham, bukannya kena tulis essay ataupun tulis karangan..ujian bertulis ni ujian IQ.pakai A B C D ja.Cuma, nasib korang la nak kena set soalan yang susah ataupun senang.lepas habis ujian IQ, korang akan dipanggil masuk ke dala bilik temuduga.. sebab tu kena pi awal,kalau lambat,memang lenguh jugak nak tunggu..dalam bilik temuduga tu jangan dok buat getaq tak tentu hala.ingat ,korang nak temuduga untuk sambung ngaji,bukan nak angkat nikah.kadang-kadang, penemuduga tu saja nak test korang.dia akan Tanya soalan KBAT cam “nama imam masjid negara” dan “pemenang pingat emas sukan olimpik acara renang bla..bla..bla..” tapi cayalah,dia nak test tahap kegemuruhan korang ja.

Oh,, lupa nak pesan, IQ test ngan interview untuk UniKL 100% BI (termasuk GST). Pesan saya, kalau tak tahu nak jawab macam mana bila penemuduga tu tanya dalam BI, korang sambung ja BM. Tak pa, janji korang berinteraksi dengan penemuduga tu.JANGAN DIAM !! sebab ada markah kalau korang berinteraksi dengan penemuduga tu.kalau tak pasti jawapannya, jawab “I’m sorry sir, I’m not sure about that” JANGAN sesekali kata “I don’t know” sebab jawapan tu boleh membunuh mood penemuduga tersebut..

Sebelum nak pi temuduga tu, korang kena la baca sikit pasal UniKL, sebab apa korang nak masuk UniKL, apa yang korang tahu pasal UniKL, isu-isu terkini mengenai bidang korang ambik,bahagian2 asas kapal terbang dan macam-macam lagi..boleh Google untuk maklumat lanjut ataupun buka laman web AirAsri.com.Seriously, laman web tu banyak tolong saya.

Ni part paling best,, PAKAIAN !  bagi calon lelaki, anda digalakkan memakai baju kemeja putih kemas serta lengkap bertali leher,kasut bertutup warna hitam..jangan kau hentam pakai kasut sport..memang tak tulis kat situ tapi,agak-agak larr.untuk perempuan pulak, anda dinasihatkan memakai baju kurung dan tudung bawal sebab gandingan ini melambangkan keayuan dan keformalitian..Amboii mak. Nak lagi formal ?? Tudung bawal tu kalau boleh pakai yang hitam.Mekap ?? pakai bedak sikit2 je.Ingat korang nak pi temuduga,bukan nak pi cari bakal suami.. perfume pun tak payah yang bau kuat sangat.


Sekian,, GOOD LUCK !!!~